running out of words...

I ran out of words and i fcking hate it…

Now in my life…There are things to do; there are many tasks to be completed, proposals to be submitted, laundries to be done, dishes to be washed and more important friends to be called, movies to be watched, books to be read, delicious foods to be cooked and shared, times to be spent all by myself and it goes on and on…They drive me crazy....Hey!! I hate to be a things to do person (outside of business :p)

Here, my optimistic side calls; “S at least you now have 3 tickets in hand which means 3 wonderful journeys to be made…” To where this time? One to İstanbul, to the city where my heart beats with the BLOOD that is running through my veins…One  to Genéve to experience, for the first time in my life, becoming ‘teyze’ and celebrate this experience with a great mum (to become), with one of my best friends…And the last one  to “London, Love the name darling”…It will be my first time to the London city and it will as well, hopefully be, my first holiday with my “ darling”…Actually there is also one  ticket left, reversed this time, for G to visit Amsterdam, the city where I belong to celebrate “Queens birthday”…Orange….(no need to say waiting the others to come)

It doesn’t feel that bad after putting all these into words when compared with the beginning ha?

And I have one more challenging thing upcoming which I can’t  say out loud here…Sorry for the mysterious styla…

But I am not sure with that one… :s

Because I am looking for something to change my life…God, why have I always been that lucky with the changes!? … Besides normal upside downs, life have always brought me new circumstances without me even doing anything…

I am not gonna ignore my 30 sayings! Ok!I recall, I mentioned only two things missing in my life…I found( the) one! (which I gave the least chance to happen)  and I am soooo happy…..

But also just give me a sign for the other one which would be a complete challenge/courage ( if I ever find)

Should I change everything or should I just be upgraded to keep me busy for a while?…

Anyway I am a kind of relaxed, have fun guys…

Buy tickets, cuddle the ones you love, fck business and eat & drink, in your own styla ;)

By the way I always get drunk with applesap vodka styla…

Love…